As everyone else we sometimes feel that we are lost in this cruel world. We are in search what is the purpose of life. Why we exist? there is always the question, WHY? why such uncertain things are happening. Why I allow myself to suffer, when I can decide it to end. I am in control of what should things I will keep and let go. Is there such things that are uncontrollable?
We were created as a human being with free will. Powerful enough to think what is right and what is wrong. We are not born dumb. A person is an intellectual being. We have brains to judge things logically and decide that this are best for us. I admit, I made bad decisions in life. I am not perfect on perceiving things. I am not Nostradamus's who have saw the future. I am just a regular guy who been trying to make this world a better place to live.
In doing such mind set, I do forget to think that I should first think of myself before any other else. But is it a mistake to consider others? It could be a big mistake if we go beyond what you can. I must learn to limit myself. I'm not superman who is task to be a hero and save the world. We can only do much on our capacity to.
Searching ones purpose would never stop i guess. This is a battle. A war within ones self. Unless we knew our direction and there is a clear path towards ones goal, a person will not make any mistake. But there's no one I knew that is a perfect being who have not made any mistake. We are meant to make bad decision. A mistake to learn from.
They say, have faith. And aside from faith, also have hope and love. With these three, you will find joy in life. It is still a debate, what is the context of joy. Each one has his own joy. It can be on different levels of joy.. a kid will be contented and happy in having a candy, some will be happy having a piece of bread in a day..a beggar will be happy in a penny handed to them, others feel the joy in spending time with love ones, a successful career is for the professionals, on the other hand there are complexities on the happiness and joy as a person grows older.
These complexities of a human being make this search an unending quest..In this search we sometimes or always get LOST.